Dear
What you are experiencing now is the result of your choices. You invested on the wrong man at the wrong time. And you knew that all along. And by now you know that not all love is worth fighting for.
Cry and bleed for a while. Then after, have hope and faith again. Him alone can bring it to you and it is your responsibility to yearn for it.
Things may get hard in the coming days. Always keep your self worth. You're beautiful. You're God's child. You deserve to love and be loved- wholeheartedly, no boundaries, no pretentions, not case to case basis, not only as option.
You are still young and you have time to find the one. But before you move on, a chapter of your life must first end.
Cheer up. There's more life outside. Go out!