i miss these girls :(

thought april is THE month...

Unability to meet your expectations do not hurt!It sucks! It sucks my heart out and makes me feel like a bubble bursting into tears. Yes, this time I guess I’ve expected too much. I’ve been pretty used into disappointments and I am well than better in handling those. But this one is different, feels like a ballpoint pen penetrated into my numb chest—feeling intense pain—creating enormous unidentified thoughts in my brain—that makes me brittle—that makes me frail…

…Capable enough to understand that this feeling will soon spur off and be lost in a bit, I am promising that I will never get tired until I pull you off and caress you with my fingers. You will then be one of the goals that I will continue to chase. Rise!

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I will always applaud and thank you God for creating a fighter in me. I know I have a long walk to run and I will never get tired. Thank you for all the blessings you have given and for the life that you lend and moreso for letting me experience these things.
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The Mentoring

this post is quite overdue since CMP(Caltex mentoring Project) has been finished way 2nd half March. Just want this event to be documented for my reference. After 4 consecutive Saturdays of devoting our 3 hours (8:00 to 11:00am) time to those STAR children of San Antonio Elementary School, the project then successfully ended. I really feel blessed to be able to teach them (i was the mentor of Jonathan and Joshua) because in my own way, i know i was able to contribute something and i hope i was able to inspire them (even a little) in their unconscious minds. On the last day, a post-test was given to them and hola i was overjoyed to see their improvements!Hope that they will continue schooling and learning until they graduate into college.

I was also able to pull my younger brother into that project and surprisingly he was also able to finish the four consecutive Sats. he also enjoyed teaching.